Well first of all, I must say that I do love my new blog colors. I smile everytime I open up the page.
Last night’s blog entry was kind of heavy. I was in a weird mood. Probably from watching too much TLC.
But last night got me thinking about other weird idiosyncrasies I have. I do plenty of odd uniteresting things, but one of my more annoying fears (for Baseball boy at any rate) is that after watching "Law and Order", the news, or a lot of "Lifetime" on TV, I become paranoid that Baseball boy is going to kill me.
LOL. I have learned to avoid those types of shows because it takes a good ten minutes for Baseball boy to reassure me that if he ever wants to leave me, he understands that he can just walk out the door, he does not need to plot my death. And even if there were large sums of money involved, all he does is have to tell me he was thinking of killing me for the money and I would just give it to him.
His obligatory "I love you, I'm not leaving you" falls on deaf ears. He does not understand I am not concerned about the LEAVING part; it's the KILLING that has me worried.
LOL. It sounds dramatic but I have heard that it is somewhat of a common fear. I blame Scott Peterson and all the drama he caused.
So, that’s it. I am still tracking my expenses and doing well.
Not a single thing to do with money
August 12th, 2008 at 01:15 am
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We are all plagued with irrational fears of some sort. For example, I was on the highway today (not my most favorite thing) and I cannot drive behind any truck carrying anything on a flatbed because I am afraid that it will fall off and crash into my car killing me and my children. I also cannot drive with a can of gasoline in the car for fear it will ignite. I also hate bridges, driving over them or walking over them, for fear it will collapse. So, while I am not afraid the my DH will kill me (as in your case) I can relate to the irrational part!
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I have that same fear sometimes driving behind those trucks with the pipes! Even just driving beside them. Not always, but if my mind isn't occupied by other things, my imagination will sometimes carry me to scary places involving those pipes and possibly loose ropes!
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DH knows if he wants to keep me out of somewhere (garage, old barn, shed, etc) he'll just say "I think there may be a snake there" even if he hadn't seen one.
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August 12th, 2008 at 05:54 pm 1218560085
My family watches tons of those true-crime shows, but although it makes me question outside people's motives, it doesn't affect my relationships. I know my family doesn't have it in us to be violent or cruel. AS did used to stay awake listening for intruders because of the serial-killer shows, but it seemed to be part of her general anxiety because once she was prescribed medication, that pretty much went away.
August 13th, 2008 at 02:12 am 1218589925
BF has a strange fear of sharks... even if we are in my family's swimming pool, he kind of stresses out if there is a fake shark in there.